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Good afternoon! :)

 Hello there! 

I am happy today. The sun is shining, it is a little bit too warm but I can handle it... I took a nap for over an hour and it worked miracles. I took a caffeine pill, because I need them (my therapist in Sweden prescribed them for me). In Finland they didn't get it. I was diagnosed with Asperger's and ADHD when I was 27, in 2007 and only a few years ago they accepted that diagnosis in Finland! They have some serious trust issues in Finland lol.

Which reminds me...

I have not been hiding the fact that I am like Beyoncé's ex: "To the left, to the left"... This is my right (pun intended) and prerogative! I have been volunteering for the Green party in Finland. I don't think the social democrats in this country are like so much to the left as me, but it's okay. You don't need to agree with me to be my friend, but a HUSBAND?!? Nope. I don't want someone who's, you know... To the right. Sorry, not sorry! 

I have gotten a lot of nice comments on Facebook and in real life, that I look good, happy and I kind of sparkle and glow. I still do. I am a star hahhha! Speaking of stars, I am going stargazing this weekend with my friend and her family. It will be so exciting and fun!

Also, I just weighed myself again and I have lost in total maybe 27 kilograms! WAU. I need to check it when I get home. I don't know if it is really that amazing... But I HOPE I have lost 27 kilos since the beginning of this year... I started with my diet medicine on the 1st of June.

OK. SO... I really wanted to go on a date during my time here, but I don't know if I care about that so much anymore. I do not know. It is looking bleak, but that is totally fine. I don't have to go on date. Next time, maybe. Yeah, you know, there is a time for everything. It doesn't help to rush things either.

This morning my friend sister Nielsen, who is serving in Kerava, Finland, called me through messenger.. She is SO cool, nice and my best missionary friend still on her mission. She hopes I can come visit her here next year, when she is home. I will. :)

My life has been a mess in some aspects but now it's better again.

I messed things up pretty effectively TWICE this year. Third time is a charm, they say. LOL.

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