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Hello there! "Transfers" for me today!

 Good morning from Payson!

Today I am leaving the Perkins's home and going back to Ellinor, my friend from Sweden who lives in Pleasant Grove. I have loved staying in both places. Here the Perkins's are the age of my parents (roughly) and I call this HOME and I call them MA and PA :) I am so happy to be their bonus daughter, they are so nice and spoil me with Pepsi! I visited their ward on Sunday and I felt like I could fit well into their relief society lol. I even went to the temple with the relief society president and we went shopping yesterday to Deseret Book in Spanish Fork.

About that... I saw an elder leaving the store and I got a feeling and a thought in my head:

"Talk to that elder, he is going to Finland!!!" 

But I didn't do it. I ignored the prompting. I feel so bad about it still... But I know his name is Olsen/Olson and that he is from Arizona! :) It is so fun that I at least saw him. I am still kicking myself about it though... Life is Tough LOL.

I got a message from a friend yesterday whom I haven't seen since March. It was nice.


I visited the Payson, Utah temple on Tuesday with my new friend Kira.
It is SO beautiful! I also have learned that every temple is different! I see it in the details.
This Temple has a kind of "DNA" string in it's stained glass details and it is so smart and pretty!
Because we're all made of the same stuff! Very good.

I didn't sleep so well last night. I went to bed 22-23 and woke up before 5 AM. It's okay. I can nap later... I have bought a few Barbies during my trip here and a few other fashion dolls, as gifts and for myself. I also have found a few journals. A reading journal, a self care journal and a "normal" journal. 

I also found a new Temple dress yesterday. 

I have loved staying at here in Payson. On Saturday I am going with Ellinor  (who lives in Pleasant Grove)  and her family to BRYCE CANYON! :) WoW! It will be so nice. I have never been "officially stargazing" lol. We have a hotel to stay at and we will stay there one night.

I am so grateful for this trip.

It is so amazing to be here...

Never mind going out with a guy. I don't think anybody wants to, and that's their right. They are maybe scared of me. Well, they don't need to see me. IF they are afraid, that is pretty silly. As some people who know me better have realized long ago. 

I am going to have a nice slow morning and start to pack a little for my transfer...

See ya! :)



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