Good morning from PG! :)

Good morning and happy new week!

On Friday and/or Saturday I sobbed in the evening because I don't want to go home...

I don't want to leave my friends... and my friend's kids are so nice. I have been told that I am good with kids. That was the first time ever anyone has said that to me!!! Back home in Tampere, it is a very rare occasion I am allowed to hold a baby. Probably because I have mental health problems. They have judged me so often, I am almost used to it... Also, they often laugh at me and the missionaries. SURE. HAHHA!

It is ridiculous. I don't laugh at them and their old family members! Mine are younger. OK?!?

The ageism, the misogyny and hypocrisy! I just don't get it.

I am not into traditional roles, or other preconceived opinions about stuff.

That is why I am "woke". If I wouldn't be.. Well, that wouldn't be me! :D LOL.

Let's not go too deep into politics and/or religion, sorry!

I am happy today. I am listening to some favorite love songs, but the list on Spotify is over 40 hours, so there are other songs than love songs too. I have "transfers" today. I am going to SLC to visit my relatives for three days. It will be so fun!

Soon I will start packing. :) I am a little slow in the mornings... We had a cookie walk yesterday with my friend's ward, in the "park" close by. I call it a cookie run, and the park is not really a park, it's just a spot with no houses, just grass and a track to walk along. I showed some people the kind of parks we have in Finland, I showed them the park at the hospital I used to go to:

Pitkäniemi.

This is what it looks like:

I am soon going to pack and get myself ready... :) My grandma's cousins are coming to pick me up.

BYE! :)

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