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A slice of my life blog post :)

 Good afternoon from the cold and distant but friendly country of mine: Finland! 😊 Recently I have really been enjoying my life. I know, life is not easy, nor is it supposed to be easy, but it being easy doesn't mean it cannot be enjoyed. If you know what I mean... From time to time I have problems with my mental health, physical health, emotions and feelings. Here are a few things I have really been enjoying lately: - My faith in God and getting stronger in faith. - My mental health improving significantly and becoming happier. - My beloved friends and family, my bonus family and my new friends online and irl. - My political party and the things I can do to help them there. - My own courage increasing, my self-confidence becoming stronger and my understanding expanding. - All the good things I can do (small things) that make the world a little better place. I have had seasons of great depression, worry, anxiety even. I can feel really good in the morning and feel really bad and s
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Memories of my youth... :)

 Hello there dear reader, How are you all doing today? I am a little sad but I napped a lot and now I am feeling a little bit better... My life has been insanely interesting, pun intended... I remember in school when some people joked around with mental health problems and talked about the hospital in Nokia called Pitkäniemi. I thought: "That is so interesting..." Maybe I felt like the people who go there are different and felt like I am also very different. I did not know WHY I was different. I found out in 2007 that I have aspergers and adhd. I went to all the tests in Stockholm because I lived there then. As a child I was actually bullied for ten years in school, from the first class, the very first day until 1997 in the fall when I got ill finally and went to Pitkäniemi to get better.  IF I could see my bullies and look them in the eye, I would say: "I forgive you. Just try to pull your life together. You can do it. Remember this lesson and learn from it. BYYEEE! :)&
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Introduction

 Greetings from Finland! :) I have been thinking a lot about my life, especially my past.  So, I decided to start this new blog about my life so far, especially about my childhood and teenage years, the ups and downs, the happy and the sad... Everything, in fact, that I feel like I want and need to write about.  I have over 25-30 journals filled already at home and the same amount of started ones. :D  I will not be transcribing them or anything, they are very private. This will be the more easy version, with all the things that are most personal not included. Sorry if you came here for some personal stuff! LOL. It will be more of a deep dive into some areas of my life namely: The way I was bullied in school and my mini mission and the first time I had to stay at the hospital. (Eight months, when I was 17). The older I get (I am going to be 43 in May 2023), the more I reflect on the past. I asked my therapist if that is a good thing and I can't remember her exact answer but I think
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